September 30th, 2005 by lovingchin
Good bye, it’s time for me to go
I’ll call you in the morning so I can let you know
The way you really feel boy, put your mind at ease
I don’t think I will, if I make it
I still want you to be there with me
I’ll be there one day
And you will be right next to me
I’ll be there one day
And you will be right next to me
Right here next to me
I wonder, will you be where I am? Will you be by my side, boy?
Or with another girl?
Just wait a little longer boy, I don’t know how long
Just try to understand this is not what I planned
I’m so sorry this had to be….
Boy, oh boy for every man there’s a woman
(Every man needs a woman)
It’s your lovin’ that I choose
And I can’t afford to lose you, baby
That’s why I swear, I swear to the world
I’ll always be your girl
Just say you’ll be right next to me
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August 30th, 2005 by lovingchin
Although music is sweet
But the song incomplete
Now in my life,
Boy in my life
Something is missing
It’s the truth, yes it’s true
Still there’s no me and you
Here in my life
Boy in my life
Something is missing
In my life there ain’t no melody oh no
In my life there ain’t no harmony
To let me sing a song
All I need is a cue when I’m waiting for you
Boy in my life
You are the melody
Coz in my life
You are the song
Baby, in my life
You are the song
You are my melody
To me baby, in my life
You are my song
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August 24th, 2005 by lovingchin
There must be something wrong, don’t you think? How can you love me when you hold her hand? Are you silently wishing I’d stop, and stare, and feel bad that it wasn’t me? Do you actually think I’d give you that satisfaction? You don’t know me. You never did. But it was worth a try. I was worth a try, was I not? Yet you didn’t even take the chance. Were you scared? Were you mad? What is it? There must be a reason. Tell me… You could not have just given up too soon. I AM not worth it? damn you! Don’t you know? I was here. Just here right beside you. Don’t think too much about it. Because I dont think about you that much! Not anymore. You’re not worth it. You were never worth it. Make no mistake. There was no love. There was just…you The same old pathetic you!
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August 20th, 2005 by lovingchin
I don’t want to, but I’m going to,
because he ain’t for me, if he don’t want me.
Shouldn’t have to make him choose me,
he should do it willingly.
No time for a broken heart,
I should’ve known from the start.
Even after I fell in love with him.
Gotta say though this love is nice,
but is what I’m paying worth the price,
just to keep him in my life,
pretending one day I could be his wife?
Can’t deny I want him by my side,
lying to myself to protect my pride.
‘Cause there’s something special about this man.
If you felt his love you’d understand.
I couldn’t settle for just being his friend,
after our souls have intertwined.
Knowing my heart will be full of tears,
I push aside my darkest fears,
risking everything I can,
just to kiss him and hold his hand.
Closing my eyes so I can’t see,
a day without him loving me.
Needing to feel him close to me,
even when he’s disappointing.
I know I deserve better.
So tell me then, how do I let go?
How do I move on and not show,
the pain, the loneliness, the need,
to have someone loving me?
I try not to cry so that I don’t appear weak,
but without him I feel I am…
Goodbye Love
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August 20th, 2005 by lovingchin
I’m so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won’t leave me alone
These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time can not erase
When you cried, I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream, I’d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I’m bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time can not erase
When you cried, I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream, I’d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone
But though you’re still with me
I’ve been alone all along
When you cried, I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream, I’d fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
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August 13th, 2005 by lovingchin
Sandali na lang
Maaari bang pagbigyan
Aalis na nga
Maaari bang hawakan ang iyong mga kamay
Sana ay maabot ng langit ang iyong mga ngiti
Sana ay masilip
Wag kang mag-alala
Di ko ipipilit sa ‘yo
Kahit na lilipad ang isip ko’y torete sa ‘yo
Ilang gabi pa nga lang
Nang tayo’y pinagtagpo
Na parang may tumulak
Nanlalamig, nanginginig na ako
Akala ko nung una
May bukas ang ganito
Mabuti pang umiwas
Pero salamat na rin at nagtagpo
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August 13th, 2005 by lovingchin
It’s three in the morning
You’re nowhere in sight
And all that I wanted was
To be with you tonight
I’ve watched love get closer
And then fade away
I’ve seen you believe in me
I’ve seen you try to stay
But what good is holdin’ on
When you know that all you
Can think about is letting go
They say if you love someone
Then set them free
If they come back again
Then in the end it was meant to be
I thought we were lovers
I thought we were friends
I guess when reality steps in
The dreaming ends
We live for the future
We learn from the past
No matter how hard we try
Some good things never last
And all you can think about is letting go
Be true to yourself my love
That’s all I ever wanted you to be
Just don’t forget to smile
When you think of me
I reached for the stars
I have got them in sight
There’s someone who really needs me
Out there in the night
We live for the future
We will learn from the past
No matter how hard we try
Some good things never last
Why can’t they last?
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July 29th, 2005 by lovingchin
Whoa!!! I feel so overwhelmed the first time I step in San Francisco. I really love the place, it’s very romantic…. I really enjoy the bay cruise with my friends, Joanne, Bing and Tita Babes. Sarap sana kung may kasamang "special someone", sobrang nakaka inlove ung place…..
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