Archive for November, 2005

Ahyahyahy… In Luv…

Thursday, November 17th, 2005

If I place my heart in your hand will you keep it safe for me?
Will you cherish, love and protect it and treat it compassionately?

I trusted another with its keep, once a long time ago,
He mishandled it… dropped it and broke it… fortunately, not irreparably so.

I picked it up and took it home and hid it away for awhile,
It was so damaged… nearly destroyed… very sensitive and fragile.

I was able to put it back together, but it has never been the same,
It’s still too fragile to trust to anyone, who plays an unfair game.

It’s way to delicate to be mistreated, or tossed to and fro,
And until I met you, my friend, I was afraid to let it go.

I’m beginning to think it is possible, to expose it again- to love,
If the person that I entrust it with treats it gently…. like a dove.

Although it appears the same as all others, it’s from a special lot,
It may not seem distinctive to you, but it’s the only one I’ve got.

So, are you able to keep my heart safe? I know it’s a lot to ask,
Be honest, if you can’t promise at this time ….you may not desire the task.

I’ll just keep hoping the time will come… all good things usually do.
I’ve learned to be patient, and I’ll recognize the moment…

I should give my heart to you.

HIM (o’._,’o)

Friday, November 11th, 2005

One day I met this man
So different from the rest
Always trying to tell me
That HE was the very best

We’d give each other grief
Bantering back and forth
How was I to know that day
My life would changed its course

Then we’d talk for hours
Of our wishes, hopes and dreams
And then I started to wonder
If he’s really what he seems

He told me of his life
The good times and the bad
He only wanted happiness
And was tired of being mad

He asked me for a chance
To show what he could be
So why was I so terrified
And why did he pick me

My mind sent out the warnings
But my heart already knew
This man could make me happy
At the things he’d say and do

He promised to be good to me
And promised to be kind
So why was it so difficult
For my heart to change my mind

It was then I realized
He offered me a dream
Something no one ever could
at least that’s how it seemed

So do I put my faith in him
After all he’s just a man
Can he keep his promise
Or is there some master plan

Surely I can’t blame him
For what the rest have done
Do I give him the chance to hurt me
Or do I turn around and run

I want so much for others to know
This man who makes me feel
The warmth and love inside my heart
And to know this man is real…

To be continue….